'Wednesday, February 10, 2010} Y
My soul has been taken away, & i just cant seem to find it.
I may be smiling, joking around and making people laugh but
underneath, im depressed, sad and angry and confused.
I brokedown in public just now.
Its the last straw tat im hanging on to.
Ive been getting relapses frequently.
At times, ive thought of letting go.
Cuz i dont wanna drag you down with me.
When will my misery end?
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:31 AM