'Thursday, December 31, 2009} Y
Im having the mother of all mother's heartburn.
Haiz.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:32 PM
'Monday, December 28, 2009} Y
Seriously. I wonder why some people just love to
hide behind the screen and hate tag.
Who are they? What do they look like?
It can only come to one conclusion.
They are the group of people who has nothing else better to do.
& hate tagging gives them cheap thrills.
Why would anyone even want to start a cyber war?
Ure a human being.
You have a mouth. You have brains.
You have manners. You can just say it nicely in my face rather then
being timid and hiding behind the comp screen and typing all
those shit at someone's tagboard just because you know that
noone would find out who you are.
They will. Eventually.
Im sorry but you wont bring me down by some hate tags.
It's not that easy.
Im not affected as it doesnt concern me.
(:
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 9:56 PM
'} Y
Finally.
The long awaited phonecall from the manager of Kimage came.
Briefing on the upcoming Thursday for 30mins.
And orientation for the whole of next week.
Eggcited! With Ash baby too! ^^
Today's stay home day.
Zee's in camp and wont be able to book out till tmr morning
due to duty. Poor baby. Must've been bored out of his bones.
Nothing to do, no mp3 ( we still donnoe where the hell my mp3 went. )
But ille assure you tmr's gonna be fun!
Missing you already my dear boy.
Cant wait to see you tmr (:
<333
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 6:26 PM
'Tuesday, December 22, 2009} Y
My baby just got pimped last Thursday.
Sucha beauty.
Life has been like a roller coaster recently but i handled it well.
Sometimes it's just hard to focus but hey, it's all in the mind.
Is it?
Well, ive been pondering over my existence in this world.
It wouldn't make a difference if there's one less person here.
Nobody would notice or care as they have their own life to lead.
All ive done is to disappoint.
I never did bring joy and laughter to the ones that cared.
I thought i had. But i was wrong.
It's hard to know what they want from me.
Sometimes things like this could turn a small argument into
a big fight. All because of a misunderstanding.
This isnt the life for me.
Ive had enough of staying home.
Day by day ive been getting restless
due to me being cooped up at home and cashless.
The time has come for me to pursue what ive been wanting to
a long time ago.
At least im gonna be learning something and earning at the same time.
I have to be independent from now on since im of age.
So noone would have to worry about me anymore.
Frankly speaking, it irks me to even listen to that particular person.
Yet alone look and talk.
Im still not adjusted to the change.
& i know it still wont be that soon.
Anyways, ille prove them wrong.
Ille show them that i would do whatever it takes
to be independent and that im matured enough to think.
Guess that's all ive got to say.
Nights.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:35 AM
'Friday, December 18, 2009} Y
Hate taggers = Losers behind the comp screen with nothing else to do.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:54 PM
'Thursday, December 17, 2009} Y
I am tired of all this.
It seems like everyday is argument day.
When can i feel a little carefree and happy?
I hope so soon enough.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:57 AM
'Tuesday, December 15, 2009} Y
I WANT THIS NOWWW NOWWW NOWWW.
I AM A HUNGRY KID NOWWW
I WANT THAT NOWWW NOWWW NOWWW!
>=(
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 10:31 PM
'} Y
Hello baby! i know that ure reading this now cuz you wanna
see this 2 pics. hahahahahahaha
Someone's in camp!
kk byebye
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 10:12 PM
'} Y
Happy 1st Monthsary Baby!
It doesnt feel like we've been together for only a month.
Instead, it feels like we've been together for such a long time.
Time flies by so quickly.
Ure the reason im all smiles everyday.
Ure the reason i look forward to waking up everyday.
Ure the reason i didnt give up on love.
Ure the reason i feel that we're meant to be.
I Love You Zee.
♥
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 2:52 AM
'Monday, December 14, 2009} Y
Watch Paranormal Activity & Ninja Assassin few weeks back,
& Zombieland yesterday.
Great movies with the bestest person.
(:
<33333
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 6:13 PM
'} Y
Baby bought me a pair of new reef slippers,
2 boxers, my peanut butter and macadamia cookies,
a Metal Mulisha sticker and printed photos of us last Thursday.
Thank you so much munchkins!
^,^
Saturday was my Aunt's so called "home" ROM.
She looked pretty with make up on.
& i felt ugly standing beside her.
-.-"
Grandmom's place was filled with my relatives.
My place was filled with my aunt's friends.
Baby made it too! (:
Anyways, i miss my girls!
Rina & Naf. Not forgetting Syazwan the wierd creature.
I shall see you guys on the 1st alright? Misses!
^.^
Okay im off to get ready.
Gonna go to Aunty's shop to pay the remaining with baby.
Toodles.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 6:08 PM
'Saturday, December 05, 2009} Y
Im sick of life.
I AM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING.
My room reeks of maggie and thanks to it, im beginning to
have tremendous hair fall yet again.
Im sick of instant noodles.
Ive got a wound on my head and
i cant stop picking it.
Im sick of the scabs.
I bruise easily and ive got countless of bruises on my legs.
Im sick of the bruises.
My tailbone hurts occasionally.
Im sick of the pain.
Well, to make things simpler,
Im just sick of every single thing in my life.
Im even sick with myself.
If i could kill myself, i would.
Seriously, ive been getting more and more
frustrated as days goes by.
I myself donnoe why.
The weather has been a bitch,
The traffic has been a bitch,
Everything suckballs.
_|_ Life.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:37 AM
'Tuesday, December 01, 2009} Y
New Phone, Misteri jam 12, cup noodles, big gulp,
milk biscuits and Zee at Ecp.
What more can i ask for?
<3333
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 5:01 AM
