i can wait for you for all my life and i dont even care if im being called names.

the world is depressing. - next entry. when i can upload pics.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 11:49 PM

One word.
WOW

Two words.
1ST YEAR

Three words.
CANT BELIEVE IT

Four words.
TIME REALLY FLIES FAST

Five words.
HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY LOVE!

I just cant believe it. We've managed to pull thru every single obstacle that
might be obstructing our paths to a beautiful long relationship.
Im just happy and thankful for this day. & i also thank god for blessing me with
a good caring boy that is able to be by my side whenever i need him.
& i also want to thank you for sharing ur listening ear whenever ive things to
talk about, ur shoulder to cry on or sleep on, ur hugs to protect me from
the cold and ur kisses to make me feel all
fuzzy wuzzy.

Thank you for being patient and understanding.
I know, im such a pain in the ass, and im sorry.
Noone knows how i feel right now. Its not just happy.
Its more than that and i cant describe it.
Without you, i am nothing. Youre my pillar of strength and support.
& i thank you for that. In fact, I wouldnt know how to thank you more.
[macam menang award pulak ni]

Youre the fire that ignites my dark life.
Youre the stars in the skies.

The love i have for you is infinite.
I Love You
For now, and forever.

XOXOXO.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 7:47 PM

SICK. VERY SICK.
TIRED. VERY TIRED.
Im still sneezing now ever since it started this morning at approximately 7am.
Sneezed till my sides felt like they are having a stroke,
My lungs as if filled with carbon dioxide,
My heart as if it had just finished a 800m dash,
My head as if its part of a drumming group,
& my nose as if they are part of a leaky faucet.

Anyone wants to feel what im feeling right now?
Boyfriend's being nice by sending me links of ridiculous people and vids.
I thank you for that even if that doesnt make me stop sneezing.

I need my 2008 back. Cuz yes, i am not
ready for 2009 and things doesnt seem to be better in anyways.
2008 was the best ever.
If i could turn back time, ille turn it back to 2008.
& yes, im gonna rewind it every year, so it would be 2008 forever.

Nothings changing for the better.
Everythings different.
Everythings changed.
I feel lost.
I feel lonely.
I feel like a loony.

I need things to go on like a fairytale.
It wont happen, but if it does, ille be one happy girl.
& i could live happily ever after.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 1:38 AM