'Friday, October 24, 2008} Y
sense of warmth and security hits me like a tidal wave upon looking at the
most special person in my life sleep before me.
Sometimes i just feel very fortunate that i had a chance to witness all the lovely
things that would happen in my life.
The innocent face, soundly asleep, makes my night wonderful & serene.
It actually makes me feel warm & comfortable during this cold night.
Its as if, ive being wrapped with so many blankets in front of a fireplace.
Never, have i felt like this before.
Not even once.
But not anymore. Now, i have the chance to see and feel what i have wanted to
in the past; Looking at the special person sleep soundly with the utmost comfort.
I guess its time for me to tuck in now.
Been awake since 9am. Body & Brain power running on low.
Nights.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 11:31 PM
'Sunday, October 19, 2008} Y
Happy 10 months my dear sick in the head gore loving boyfriend.
That was 2 days ago. but i didnt have the time to blog, so now's the chance to.
Time really flies.
The ferst, i was just going to a brand new school and the next,
Its already been 10 months we've been together from the strangers we are then.
Wow. Thats actually amazing.
Bumming and crapping with the bestest people at sentosa was fun!
Had cockles(?) the day before and that was the dopest shit nahmean?!
I really dont have much to say now but ille be back soon
if there's something worth to say.
so bye!
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:08 PM
'Saturday, October 11, 2008} Y
Having a fever doesn't add on to my day.
Instead, it adds on to my misery.
Its bad.
Everything hurts so much even when it is just a tiny small swipe on the skin.
The throat is also being another bitch.
It feels as if someone had just poured some cement and placed balloons
around the insides of my throat.
Thats just great.
Oh and not forgetting the Temperature.
When the body feels hot, it will be all the way.
If its cold, then it would feel as if im in the north pole.
I feel really sick and weak,
& ive yet to eat.
Still waiting for the burger, fries and ice lemon tea to be delivered.
Thank you Irfnxs. I owe you one.
& I Love You.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 1:28 AM
'Saturday, October 04, 2008} Y
A couple of drinks at Blu Jazz with the awesome people
& Star gazing with Irfnxs after that.
Spent lots of time talking & it was the nicest thing to do under the starry night.
Life is short.
Cherish the moments/people that you have in ur life before it ends.
I know that i cherish mine.
Irfnxs, Fam & Friends.
Do you?
The love that i have for you keeps on multiplying each and everyday.
(:
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 6:19 AM
'Wednesday, October 01, 2008} Y
Something that happened today makes me realize that i have to be
contented with what i have right now & to cherish who i have in life right now.
I hope that i myself would change into a better person and to control
my emotions and feelings for the better.
& not to hide anything from my beloved one.
Whatever it is, it should always be the truth and the honesty.
Nothing can be better than that.
But sometimes, its quite difficult to maintain the feeling that i experience
for example; jealousy, anger, sadness.
But i guess, all that should be cleared away and be replaced with a positve
happy feeling.
Yes, that should be the way in order to achieve a good relationship.
Not only a BGR relationship, but all of the relationships that i have
etc; family, friends.
The only thing that i would give now is love, trust and honesty.
Nothing will come out of my mouth but the truth.
To put that aside,
I would wish all the Muslims out there Selamat Hari Raya.
May you guys forgive me if ive done anything wrong against you all this while.
& to Irfnxs, I love you so much.
Thanks for everything that youve done for me.
Thanks for changing my life.
I owe you alot my dear.
I, Rae, promise to do whatever ive stated up there right now.
All that ive stated up there is the truth.
& nothing beats the truth.
Im the best mangg, I deed it.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:21 AM
