'Tuesday, December 22, 2009} Y
My baby just got pimped last Thursday.
Sucha beauty.
Life has been like a roller coaster recently but i handled it well.
Sometimes it's just hard to focus but hey, it's all in the mind.
Is it?
Well, ive been pondering over my existence in this world.
It wouldn't make a difference if there's one less person here.
Nobody would notice or care as they have their own life to lead.
All ive done is to disappoint.
I never did bring joy and laughter to the ones that cared.
I thought i had. But i was wrong.
It's hard to know what they want from me.
Sometimes things like this could turn a small argument into
a big fight. All because of a misunderstanding.
This isnt the life for me.
Ive had enough of staying home.
Day by day ive been getting restless
due to me being cooped up at home and cashless.
The time has come for me to pursue what ive been wanting to
a long time ago.
At least im gonna be learning something and earning at the same time.
I have to be independent from now on since im of age.
So noone would have to worry about me anymore.
Frankly speaking, it irks me to even listen to that particular person.
Yet alone look and talk.
Im still not adjusted to the change.
& i know it still wont be that soon.
Anyways, ille prove them wrong.
Ille show them that i would do whatever it takes
to be independent and that im matured enough to think.
Guess that's all ive got to say.
Nights.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:35 AM
