'Wednesday, August 05, 2009} Y

Ive got a feeling i could find a job by next week.
Hooray for me.
My hopes are crushed.
No matter how much i wanted to have at least one Sak Yant
on my back since sec 2, i cant do it. For now that is.
Having one is tough. It is like a lifetime commitment.
I may be 18 but im not yet ready for this, even though i want it so badly.
I guess ille only have it imprinted when i think that its time to,
or when i think that i could abide by the rules.
Anyways, i would really hope to get my back covered a.s.a.p,
after ive found a job. I hope baby's lecturer would do it for me.
Whatever it is, i just wanna get it covered.
Pimple on my nose.
Shitass.
Well, You made me look like an idiot.
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Love you baby.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 11:55 PM