Im a snail which has lost its shell.
Empty-ness surrounds. My thoughts are in a whirl.
Even though i have alot to pen down, nothing comes to mind.
Slowly, bit by bit, im fading away.
It took me half an hour just to list down those 4 sentences.
If i could rewind time, i would let it stop at the time
when i was still in sec school and let it repeat over and over again.
Even though im not schooling, my mind has been
preoccupied with art and stress due to the fact that i want to get myself
into NAFA next year under Fine Arts.
It has always been a dream for me to be a student there since Sec 1.
But i didnt get the chance to. Well actually, I had the chance but i blew it.
So now's the time to give my 100% and prepare my folio for next year.
It isnt too early for me to start now. In fact, i was supposed to start on it
early this year.
I finally had the chance to meet up with Syirr the other day at NAFA.
We had lunch with Alex and Louis too.
Bumped into Ehkwan there and hanged out for awhile.
NAFA's student lounge was heaven.
It really made me feel like as if i was supposed to be there.
Not the lounge, but the school. The atmosphere was full of adrenaline,
it makes me want to work harder and give my all just to be a student there.
That's how much i want to be enrolled.
Noone knows except for my mom.
There's only one thing that makes me pissed.
Barney girl. Please stop it before i do.
This patience is running thin.
Dont you get it?
Its your own fault for not treasuring whats yours until its over.
By then, its too late.
It gets me annoyed. Im about this close to exploding a Hiroshima.
So please. Get it in your head.
I suppose youre smart. Smarter than me of course.
So it should be in your brain by now.
This is out of the topic but i have to let it out.
I just counted the pimples on my face.
And i have at least 21 pimples on my face.
Well, im not that frantic over it yet.
It took me an hour to write my thoughts down.
What a failure i am.
I miss you baby dear.
