I smelled evil in the air today.
Dont ask me how. I just do.

Nowadays, i actually despise going out.
Nowhere to go, noone to look forward to, cash tight.
Sometimes i wonder why im here, in this world.
Till now, i havent got any decent answer.

Im all alone in this house today.
Which makes me feel even more lonelier than before.
Sleepless nights, i endured. Flipping pages after pages of my book just to
make me feel sleepy. It works, but only for a few minutes.
I would fall asleep late but would wake up early in the morning.
I myself dont know whats the reason to it.

Ive been dealing with trepidation for quite awhile now.
I dont even know why.
Ive got this gift which some do not have.
What am i? Some kind of a Necromance?

It hasnt been happening for sometime.
Why now? Of all people, why me?
If i was a Magi, i wouldnt mind.
Cuz ille have Hell's upper crust with me as my guard.
But no. Im a normal human being. I guess.
Im tired of it.

With all this, im getting sick physically and mentally.

Well anyways, Guess tmr ille have to clean up the house.

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Dark Blessings upon Thy. 12:23 AM