'Tuesday, March 17, 2009} Y
Ive no pictures to upload as im not using my mac.
Im distraught.
Im sleepless.
Im in constant paranoia.
I cant seem to think properly now.
Everything's going to fast, life is in a blur now.
I have so much things to say but i cant and i wont.
My heart is beating so fast its as if it has been in a race.
Those dreams, it has been getting to me.
Eating me inside out.
I need strength, but i dont have any.
I need positiveness but all i get is negativity.
My dreams are running my life.
My life is running from my dreams.
Chaos.
Everything is in total chaos now.
And i cant even do anything about it.
Help.
I need Help.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:33 AM
