HI IM RAE AND IM CURRENTLY LIVING IN THIS SHITHOLE AND WAITING.
TOMORROW'S MY 18 BIRTHDAY AND I DONT EVEN FEEL HAPPY.
NO, NOT ONE BIT.
NOT AT LEAST EXCITED.

NOONE IS HERE TO CHEER ME UP.
I DONT NEED PRESENTS TO CHEER ME UP.
I DONT NEED MONEY TO CHEER ME UP.
I DONT NEED ANYTHING TO CHEER ME UP,
EXCEPT FOR SOMEONE TO BE RIGHT HERE.

I CANT SLEEP.
I CANT DO ANYTHING.
SLEEPING WOULD ONLY COST ME TO HAVE THOSE NASTY DREAMS
WHICH WILL KEEP ME AWAKE.

IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO ME, IM NOT AFRAID.
WHY SHOULD I , WHEN I KNOW THAT I DESERVE TO HAVE IT COMING.

JUST SHUT UP AND BUZZ OFF.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:17 AM