SICK. VERY SICK.
TIRED. VERY TIRED.
Im still sneezing now ever since it started this morning at approximately 7am.
Sneezed till my sides felt like they are having a stroke,
My lungs as if filled with carbon dioxide,
My heart as if it had just finished a 800m dash,
My head as if its part of a drumming group,
& my nose as if they are part of a leaky faucet.

Anyone wants to feel what im feeling right now?
Boyfriend's being nice by sending me links of ridiculous people and vids.
I thank you for that even if that doesnt make me stop sneezing.

I need my 2008 back. Cuz yes, i am not
ready for 2009 and things doesnt seem to be better in anyways.
2008 was the best ever.
If i could turn back time, ille turn it back to 2008.
& yes, im gonna rewind it every year, so it would be 2008 forever.

Nothings changing for the better.
Everythings different.
Everythings changed.
I feel lost.
I feel lonely.
I feel like a loony.

I need things to go on like a fairytale.
It wont happen, but if it does, ille be one happy girl.
& i could live happily ever after.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 1:38 AM