'Wednesday, October 01, 2008} Y

Something that happened today makes me realize that i have to be
contented with what i have right now & to cherish who i have in life right now.
I hope that i myself would change into a better person and to control
my emotions and feelings for the better.
& not to hide anything from my beloved one.
Whatever it is, it should always be the truth and the honesty.
Nothing can be better than that.
But sometimes, its quite difficult to maintain the feeling that i experience
for example; jealousy, anger, sadness.
But i guess, all that should be cleared away and be replaced with a positve
happy feeling.
Yes, that should be the way in order to achieve a good relationship.
Not only a BGR relationship, but all of the relationships that i have
etc; family, friends.
The only thing that i would give now is love, trust and honesty.
Nothing will come out of my mouth but the truth.
To put that aside,
I would wish all the Muslims out there Selamat Hari Raya.
May you guys forgive me if ive done anything wrong against you all this while.
& to Irfnxs, I love you so much.
Thanks for everything that youve done for me.
Thanks for changing my life.
I owe you alot my dear.
I, Rae, promise to do whatever ive stated up there right now.
All that ive stated up there is the truth.
& nothing beats the truth.
Im the best mangg, I deed it.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 4:21 AM