'Sunday, September 28, 2008} Y
Why am i always forbidding you to go to certain places?
- There is a reason.
Why do i feel angry/pissed if you were to go out without me?
- There is a reason.
Why do i feel insecure without you by my side?
- There is a reason.
Why do i feel uncomfortable/unhappy when someone elses comes close to you?
- There is a reason.
Why must i have doubts if you were to ask me whether you would be able to go
somewhere without me?
- There is a reason.
Why do i feel left out like as if im a stranger after what happen ytd?
(The stranger hug & the song girl)
- There is a reason.
& the reason is that, i love you so much and i dont wanna let you go.
Yes, im selfish and im only thinking of myself and thats cuz
i dont wanna lose you. I cant even imagine you being my ex. Thats just so wrong.
You're already a part of me.
24/7, in my life, since January 2008 till now,
September 2008, we've been meeting up every single day, except for 3 days.
There's more, but i cant seem to put it in words.
All i can do is to express it to you.
9 Months is a very long time.
I wish for it to last till the end.
I Love You IRFNXS,
I Really Do.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 3:28 PM
