'Tuesday, September 16, 2008} Y

I was excited when you called.
But only for a second. Cuz it didnt go as well as i imagined it to be.
Its okay, ille wait. Im patient but i dont know for how long more.
Its okay. Ive gots to understand.
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Ive got lots of things to say but i wont let a single word out
in fear that i would say something wrong & hurt ur feelings.
Been feeling down this week but i dont know why.
I just feel that it isnt the same anymore.
I mean, the quarells and all.
Ille just hope for the best.
Never been lonelier this week.
I feel as if im a lost soul on earth.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 6:55 PM