'Tuesday, September 30, 2008} Y
I have this feeling.
A feeling that ive been feeling since just now but i cant explain it.
Its been playing with my mind & i find it hard to breathe.
Things seemed a little different now.
I find it hard to cope with the littlest things and im constantly in pain.
I would always look good/healthy etc; on the outside but actually,
im weak and im fighting against something that is tryna bring me down inside.
I dont know what it is, but whatever it is, i am not liking it.
Its not an illness but a feeling.
It really sucks not having to know why i have got this feeling.
It really feels like im not myself & neither im i feeling like i am where & what i used to be.
No, its different.
I dont want it to be even totally different when time passes.
I dont understand what ive been taking about.
I shall just end here now.
GoodBye.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 12:03 AM
