'Sunday, July 27, 2008} Y

Life has been pretty hard.
To think that i even spent 20 mins figuring on what to type as the ferst line.
Even my brain finds it hard to work.
Nowadays, i find it hard to please everyone. Family, Bf, friends.
Whats wrong with me? I dont even know.
People from all over the world might be reading this with a feeling of sadness/empathy
but i know that some might be reading this with glee.
Knowing that im suffering and that my life 's fucked up.
Its alright, this is part of life, but im not wanting it to last very long.
Its tiring. Im tired of all this.
It took me 45 mins to finish this short post.
Cuz my brains not working.
And my heart has stopped beating.
Dark Blessings upon Thy. 1:45 AM