I cant believe im actually living on a boring piece of plotted land.
It's so boring i swear i feel like turning myself into a turtle so that i could hide
myself inside that hollow green little shell where noone could see me.
Pathetic.

Yes, that's the word to describe the life that im living in now.
Pathetic.
Im jobless, School's starting on monday, School's ending this year and i have no absolute
idea on what to do the next year & i have a fucking curfew.
Wow. A Fucking pathetic mind blowing gas chambering jews of a CURFEW.
So i might as well say a big thank you.
Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank yoooooooooooooooooooooooou.

There it is.
Okay well, here's the real deal.
Grampy's gone, My Mp3's dead and school's starting on monday [how bad can that be],
I need new shoes & im broke, I cant find any Fucking job, My apendix has been
hurting everytime when i walk long distances, bruises on my legs that keeps on
coming back [i bruise at the slightest knock; Im fragile. Really.] & As im typing
this, i cant seem to breathe. Hell yeah.
God sure hates me alot. Why oh Why. Tell me there's something good for me.

So, ive sinned. Okay okay, ive sinned alot.
So would you give in and make something good happen to me?
Please? Pretty please?

I think i better go lie down. I cant fucking breathe.
Nights.

Dark Blessings upon Thy. 12:30 AM